Thursday 29 May 2014

Perpetrator

The wind is blowing
And my palm is sweating
Nothing is left but whining.

High peaking mountain
Excited blood in my vein
The last victim was slain.

Forest of memory
Screaming so violently
Cultivating the misery.

The birds are free
Flying as far we can see
Will I be like thee?

Monday 26 May 2014

Delude

The last thing I saw,
Before I let my breath leave me,
Before the soul break free,
I saw you.

Before I fell to the ground,
Before my head sank down,
You caught me,
with the spear of yours.

Straight to this little heart of mine,
straight to where I put you before,
Somehow,I can sense a smile,
on my face.

And somehow,I saw your face,
with a tear glistening in your eyes.

Saturday 17 May 2014

Culpable

I'm awake only to fall asleep again.
I'm asleep only to wake up again.
Day by day,night by night.
That is how it feel without you.

When I'm at the river,I feel close to you.
As the flows carries me through time,
when I was still with you.
But it still doesn't bring me close to you.

When I'm at the sea,the warmth breeze reminds me of you.
The cold water heals my burning heart like you do.
But the strong wave push me back ashore.
And now we are further apart.

Day by day,night by night
minute by minute,second by second
I try to go near to you
I want to be with you
But death has separate us apart.

Sunday 11 May 2014

Look, Dee.

To the dearest friend of mine,
of ours.

To say "I understand",
or "that is not right",
or "you should do this";
it is absurd.
I am not on your shoes,
never have, either.

I am no good,
at comforting,
at listening.
But,
(of course there is a but)
I am quite a fuss;
so here I am,
trying to remind you,
my precious and special friend,
that:
Love is not always about the touches on our skins, but hearts.
Love is not always shown, but felt.
Love is not always about saying, but remembering.

Don't look out the window,
shut the sights down;
their loves are theirs.

And yours is yours.
Yours.
Look inside the walls,
that separates you and the world.
Look deeper in those eyes,
those eyes that has watched over you,
for all your life,
in such love you can't interpret.
Look deeper, my friend,
Look deeper.

You feel it,
don't you?
I know you do.
You have always been.
You have always known that,
haven't you,
my friend?